I have moved on to a new obsession as of late. Merlin. The epically awesome bbc show. And I admit that I an Merthurholic and will seek help when help for this sort of thing becomes available. Until then I will continue to waste my life away on the computer reading fanfictions, collecting icons and re-watching the show. For all other Merthur sufferers out there I just want to say:
Subtext is the root of all awesomeness.